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Today, while talking to the boyfriend over MSN while at work, I suddenly feel very motivated.
I am so excited.
I dont know if this is going to come true, but I'll work towards this little dream of mine...ours..
- I am going to work hard to build HappyBurgers to many many levels up
- I'll study and finish my business degree with good grades. I'll try. Haha
- At the meantime, while the boyfriend pursue his degree and his 10 month
photog course at Hallmark...I'll keep dancing and dancing and dancing
- When he's finally done with his degree, we can look for a nice place. A shophouse or something.
- We will convert the shophouse into a photo studio, another area into a dance studio and another area for a small office
Then, I can have a dance studio to practise all by myself..and also rent it out to dancers who need practise space.
The photo studio will be used for Chong's freelance studio shoots..HappyBurger's photo shoots and for rental purposes.
If space allows, we can even have a mini walk-in warehouse for camera equipments, HappyBurgers merchandise and dance apparels!
YAY! okay, the agenda ends here. But I'll make it happen!
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[23 Nov 2009|03:09pm] |
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hehe, he looks like he's smiling here
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brown hair and my babypink berrrrryyyy
Big mouth burger at Chili's
love....I can eat the entire plate alone.
HELLLOOOOOO FOLKS :)
YAY I'm so happy bcos its gonna be Christmas soon! My favourite time of the year :) Been eating ALOT too...
On friday, I booked an appt at Robin's to get my hair chopped off. I cut off 60% of my hair...it was a huge lot. :( But its good, I feel fresher now. Wanted it to be shorter, but I didnt dare. And colored it dark chestnut! me likes it :)
And together with baby, jie and hb, we went to Holland V for steamboat buffet at Crystal Jade. We ordered so much food and xiao long bao that I had to unbutton my high-waisted shorts. hahaa. It was not too bad. I like that it was very clean and the place didnt smell bad like the one we always go to in Bugis. Food is fresh and clean, except they dont have condensed milk on my fried mantou :( But I'll go back definitely.
Got up early on Saturday for the launch of HappyBurgers #7! happpyyyyyburrrrrgerrrs :D:D Went for my dreaded dental appt at Faber house. I hate to go to the dentist. And for that, I'll be good and cut down on my sweet intake. Cant be help that I've got such a sweet tooth...I had 2 minor fillings.
Then went shopping with the boyfriend but I didnt buy ANYTHING. weeeeeee* Made him buy alot though...hahaha. He got psychoed by me to get 2 pairs of beautiful Tigers at one go. :) At night, we trooped down to ah yi's house for a chillax session with gooooood ribs, roasted pork, chicken and booze. Cubby made friends with the 4 crazy pugs finally!
Lazy lazy sunday. Was busy packing orders for the afternoon, and then we drove down to Tanglin to have dinner at Chili's. Nachos, cheese, blue cheese, fries and beef will not go wrong for both of us. YUMMMYYYY. Baby also went down specially to take photos of kids playing the snow foam party just outside Tanglin. :) It was a lovely sight..I didnt want to get snow-ed, so I sat inside Starbucks drinking coffee instead. I used to wait under the train for the snow to be shot out with Jie last time, as we didnt know there's internet to google the timings. HAHAHA.
Anyhow, it's gonna be a good week I presume? Its only Monday and I'm feeling happy already. Wierd. Gonna go pick the parents and Louisa up from the airport later..i dont like driving. okay, i'll try.
And gym sessions starts tomorrow!!! I am very, very motivated! weeeeeee
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i am very upset and disappointed. I felt like I've wasted 1 over a year, just wandering..and waiting, just waiting.
Today at latin, I lost my cool. I was raging with anger and frustration because my 45 minutes was gone just figuring out a part that he has forgotten due to lack of practise. 45 minutes = 80 bucks. It is not only about the money. It was also about my time, my precious time. I knew it was really unprofessional to react that way, but I was showing some major attitude problem. I had to apologize to my instructor after the lesson as I explain my current situation.
I've always put aside my outings or dinners or even time with the boyfriend and family for dance practices. Arranged before hand, but always got cancelled out at the very last minute. The first few times...it was alright. subsequently, on days when I'm really moody, I was totally fine with it. But not every single time, with lame excuses like, "my wife hasnt eaten for the whole day, I need to buy dinner for her". These lame excuses just slap me in my face time and time again.
I was the one you almighty approached to, to be your partner and accomplish your goals. I was afraid of dancing with you right at the start because you were so good and so experienced, as compared to a beginner like me. But I pushed myself to be on par with you and I did in a short span of time, proud of my achievements I have to admit. There is, however, no commitments back from you. No doubt, I've got to thank you for bringing me up to the level I've never imagined I could have gone up to.
I've given you many chances as you apologize and assure me that you will plan your time again for practices, but today was the last straw. If our priorities differ, I dont see the point of dragging your feet to classes every week and throwing your money into the sea. I've got many many goals I want to achieve, but you are tying me down. You've been really selfish to me, if you have realised.
Okay, I dont know why I'm rumbling it here but because I feel extremely disappointed, and stupid in fact. Why do I even bother about your feelings?
Sigh. Having a dance partner is like having another boyfriend. Ending partnerships are actually harder then breaking up. I hate the whole process of this. I didnt expect our break up to be so bitter.. anyway, I'm not going to let you tie me down. I've agreed to a try out session with the potential new partner next week. I'm very excited and geared up for it because, he's a danceaholic. He's not local, and gets his income by dancing with rich socialites. Not inclusive of the extra services of course.... but I'm not a rich socialite who's gonna "buy" him over. I'm just an aspiring dancer who wants to really dance and improve. I really hope it work out well.
crossing my fingers
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[15 Nov 2009|12:10am] |
I've been working for the whole week so life's pretty much mundane. Not that I'm complaining, but there was nothing special for the past week or so. Just that on Friday, after meeting a buyer at bugis, i realised i forgot my wallet...i had no money, was fainting from hungry spells..when suddenly, I remembered my twin was working at bugis! hahaha. So I met up with her to beg for $$..so poor thing. And she treated me to Macs, for more monopoly stickers. *rolls eyes* but oh well, it was such a heart-warming dinner. I felt so loved! Thanks twin. hahaha
And please help me reserve my items..I will buy them soon when there's discount. Weeeee*
Met the boyfriend for more work (supposedly), but ended up watching gossip girl 3. hehehe. I love gossip girl. super closet stalker of gossip girl, and my favourites are blair and chuck. and I cannot get over the fact that Hilary Duff is starring in it. I dont like her!!!!!! She's so out of the cast seriously. just go back to ur disney channel lizzie dunno what. DISGUSTING. Bad fashion sense...bad acting...eeeew.
anyway, as shallow it may sound. I cannot stand my existing wardrobe. I stare at it every night before I sleep to pick out a outfit to wear but I really cannot find anything appealing. I stare at it in the morning, and it got even worse. :(
I need new clothes..........
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25 little things you do that guys secretly love....
"Sometimes when we're hanging out alone at home, my normally serious fiancée will run at top speed across a room and jump into my arms. No explanation, just a full-on leap and straddle. I love it." — Dave Hepburn, 32, Nassau, Bahamas
"She does an I-have-been-fed dance after I cook a good meal." — Kurt Harfmann, 28, Boynton Beach, Fla.
"She's sentimental in a wonderfully specific way: Romantic dramas full of heartache and strife don't elicit a single tear, but Wall-E gets her crying every time." — Christopher Mize, 29, New York City
"I love how her underwear and bra always have to match. Like, always. Even when all we're doing is going to the corner store." — Jarrod Holland, 34, Wilmington, N.C.
"My wife tucks her PJs under her pillow in the morning. Whenever I strip the sheets from the bed to do laundry, I find at least 10 T-shirts and five pairs of pajama bottoms wedged between the bed and the wall. I could get annoyed — especially since the T-shirts are usually mine — but it is such an endearing routine that I have to laugh." — Billy Mann, 26, Hoboken, N.J.
"I get a kick out of how my girlfriend meticulously indexes all of her songs in iTunes, including artists, full song titles, album cover art, song lyrics, songwriters, genre, year released and on and on." — B.J. Puttbrese, 27, Nashville, Tenn.
"Whenever there's a thunderstorm, she leads me into the bedroom and asks me to lie down with her and just listen." — Kenji Jasper, 34, Atlanta
"I travel a lot for work. When I come home from a trip, I often find that my fiancée has been wearing whatever sweater or sweatshirt I had on before I left, no matter how oversize it is on her petite frame. It's her way of staying close to me when I'm away." — Kevin Feyen, 34, Danville, Calif.
"When my wife gets hot chocolate with whipped cream on top, she takes two coffee stirrers and uses them like chopsticks to eat all of the cream before she even thinks about taking a sip." — Chris Hermosilla, 29, Lincoln Park, N.J.
"She lives in fear that if the car goes below half a tank, it may stop, leaving us stranded in the middle of nowhere. So she's obsessed with keeping my tank full." — Ray Rahmati, 30, Washington, D.C.
"If my girlfriend finds something she really loves to eat, she wants it all the time. For six weeks straight she had a spicy tuna roll every single day!" — Josh Silldorff, 23, Mukwonago, Wis.
"When she's trying to be cute with me, she sticks her bottom lip out, pouting and making cute noises. I laugh every time." — Donny Picciano Jr., 31, Cleveland
"While I am driving, if someone is walking a puppy on the sidewalk, she'll yell out, 'Puppy!' to alert me, even if we're nowhere near it!" — Vernon Marince, 29, Abingdon, Md.
"She has a collection of adorable sound effects. My favorite is this special squeak for when she's cold." — Stephen Eklund, 26, Alexandria, Va.
"My girlfriend has the cutest obsession with coloring books. Two weeks into our relationship, when we were still long-distance, I got a letter full of torn-out and colored Winnie the Pooh pages with sweet little nothings written all over. While most guys might gag, I think it's awesome when a girl can let down her guard and be a kid every once in a while." — Todd Brogan, 22, Rochester, Minn.
"I absolutely love that any time she wakes up in the middle of the night she gives me a kiss on the cheek, like she's super psyched to see me lying next to her." — Brian Dean, 25, Providence, R.I.
"I take a banana to work most days, and there's usually a note written on it. Today's was: 'We love you so much! Love, Wife and Boys.'" — Glenn Roberts, 32, Melbourne, Australia
"Nothing embarrasses her. One night we went out and she failed to notice she had underwear stuck to her dress shoulder, thanks to the dreaded laundry-basket-static-cling combo. But did she care? No. She laughed about it harder than anyone else." — Jonathan Blank, 27, St. Louis
"As soon as I get into bed, she will pretzel her legs around my one leg and lay her head right on my chest ... in five minutes or less, she's fast asleep. I feel like such a man!" — Shelby M. Hill, 36, Orlando, Fla.
"She'll be watching TV, sitting next to me in the car or doing whatever, and will suddenly pull a tissue out of her sleeve like a magician in order to blow her nose. Apparently her elementary school librarian used to stash her Kleenex there and she thought it was the best thing ever." — Matthew Doherty, 35, Larchmont, N.Y.
"She is the woman who will make a point to say hello and smile, whether she knows you or not. It's funny to watch people's reactions — considering that that type of kindness from strangers is pretty nonexistent these days." — Adam Dansky, 30, Beverly Hills
"My girlfriend has a laugh that reminds me so much of Ernie's from Sesame Street. I like how love can bring you back to childhood." — Camilo Smith, 33, Mexico City
"She gets out of the shower and lies on top of me with soaking wet hair before getting dressed. There's no better way to wake up." — Toshitaka Kondo, 31, New York City
"She sits in the bathroom sink to get closer to the mirror." — Thomas Dodson, 34, Lexington, S.C.
"When we kiss, if I pull away, she'll still be leaning toward me with her lips puckered and her eyes closed. It's so adorable that I have to kiss her some more." — Eric Gale, 31, Philadelphia
:) This got me smiling...........it felt, bittersweet..
whats ur secret love then?
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i am so happy! exams are over!!!!!!! I'm not gonna think about school until 5 Dec. Expectations for results this time round will not be high..I know myself. I never learn my mistake...always starting so late and cramping everything at the last minute. oh well. ITS OVER!!!!
at 12.30, I officially put down my pen and shivered til its 12.45! wooooohooo. Went to Holland V for lunch and ice cream with Miss D and the favourite (and only) SIM gang. Got home and accompanied mummy for abit and took a short nap. That nap, was simply divine.
Now after exams, I'm going back to office tmr to clear up some work. I've been out of office for 2 weeks and work's piling up. :( After that, I'm gonna take a short 2 days break....and get back to dance, work and happyburgers full time!
I need a haircut BADLY. Its in a crazy unkempt state I dunno what to do with it.
I need a full body massage just as badly. My entire back is overstrained.
I need to do something to my eyebags and dark circles, and the condition of my skin
I NEED TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGG
I'm excited for my date with shimo dear. We're going on a shopping spree and dinner at marmalade pantry! wooohoooo. And after stacia's paper on Monday, I can go have some girly fun with my favourite girlfriends :):)
I'm going through some really tough times with my relationship now. Things fell apart, and we are still trying to fix it...I dont know how long we'll take to get this thing in place again.
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Its raining heavily outside now...pouring madly
Such a gloomy night,
I just had dinner alone at coffee club
Prawn pasta, broccoli soup and lychee mint freeze
At least food made me feel slightly better
Mab paper today was crap
I studied, but still lousy
My entire back is straining like mad
I'm upset. Its halloween and everyone's out having fun
Even my parents...
Boo...
The only comforting is my pretty pink berry and little dog
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We came in 3rd yesterday in the Pre-Am Category. Very, very happy. Satisfied? Not yet...because there's still so much more to improve. We're one step closer, and we're moving up the next competition.
I didnt expect us to even get pass semi-finals, because didnt exactly feel that it was our best performance. We were also the tiniest couple in that round, which is a disadvantaged compared to the bigger and taller couples. But in the eyes of others, we have improved tremendously and that was reassuring. I was very happy when I was dancing on the floor. Just gliding and moving and smiling from the heart, I really enjoyed myself. At that moment, all the stress from exams, problems and unhappiness just disappeared into thin air. :)
I will not stop dancing. This is what I want to do. With a new partner or not, I will continue to climb.
While healing my overstrained neck and body today, I'll camp at home and study well.
oh, and who says petite dancers cannot do ballroom? I will prove you WRONG.....I will be the strongest shortest ballroom dancer soon. hahahhaha
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Tomorrow's the competition. I dont feel anything, unlike the past.
I want to cry, but I will not. i will not, drop a single tear.
I will study very very hard for my exams. I will do everything on my own, and I know i can.
I'll support my sister till the very end, because a creature like you will receive ur deserved treatment. Very soon, just wait and watch.
I am QUEEN L. I dont need you, you, you or you.
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FUCK YOU. I applaud you for your courage and your manipulative mind, and your capability to turn a story around.
HI ALL! U know what? As I'd expected. Jae called the press up yst after the news featured my sis to say that my sis was claiming credits. Er, she mentioned that it was not her solo effort. U mean, u cannot read ur own name ah? Jonathan Ang?
And if not for the radio station and press, she is still in GENTING enjoying herself. If she wants to claim credit, she would have done so 5 years back. moreover, I dont remember you forking out a SINGLE CENT. and u still owed my parents $$$.
You are so smart, Jonathan ang. You create this big hooha, lure my sister out and then attack. And what now, the press say " Jae's students are SOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY WITH HER" huh? do u think we give her a damn about ur students? Who are your students? Those that followed you cos you spoil market and charge them at a damn low price is it? and maybe like invite them to your SO COOL studio for a jacuzzi session? I also can bribe them u know? My house got jacuzzi. also got gym!
You forgot your reputation in the singing industry is ROTTEN WITH A CAPITAL R. You forgot we kept receipts and evidence of things..........5 years back. You forgot there are external witnesses. You forgot to repay ur $$.
You have gone a long way, I salute you. Why nobody reveal the true you? And now, you want to do this shit? We will play along! come come come come.
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[22 Oct 2009|12:03am] |
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i am so pissed!!!!! but on the lighter note, its hell hilarious. Many thoughts are in my mind...but i'm not gonna jump to conclusions. I think i might get into trouble for writing this down here on a livejournal, although i'm a nobody in this blogging sphere and hardly anyone will read about my life. BUt oh well, internet exposes EVERYTHING!! I'll just write whatever that I know, see, and hear of that are factual.
First of all, the song " zui hou yi ci" was sung by my sister, Lovynn Kan. She and this weird creature**, Jonathan Ang who named himself " JAE" now in the hiphop industry ( i dont think he can even dance? I might be wrong...but ya) wrote this song together after the tragic Tsunami incident. I dont know if he was the one who composed the song but at that point of time (abt 5 years back), I understood it was him who composed the song. On the piano, on the guitar. He'll ALWAYS STAY AT MY OLD HOUSE, and I even got chased out of MY ROOM to share it with my younger sister. ok long story. What I know was, he was a good guy, still serving the army at that time, and someone who's VERY passionate about music. My sister and him met at Singapore Idol's audition anyway.
They would stay up late in the night, discussing about the tunes, the idea, the lyrics and how it should be sung. Honestly, my older sister suck at errr english spelling and chinese characters HAHAHA. So obviously, she is not the one who came up with the lyrics. I think they made a good team and was about to expand this into a REALLY huge charity event. I got pulled in by Jonathan to be some "admin or co-ordination" position...which didnt happen. So after a couple of months of hardwork, Lovynn and Jonathan together with the financial help from my parents, went into the studio and got this song recorded professionally. I know they went through hell lots of channels to try to get this song big but i dunno what happened....it kinda didnt fall through.
**Edited**
Soon after, we heard stories of him selling the copyright of the song to some ppl and all that shit. We saw videos of him performing this song (probably his ONLY song) with some other female singer. and lada lada lada...we didnt really care la. Our paths did not cross until. TADAHHHHHHH. Rahim asked me if Chong could take photos for his dancers for his studio. I didnt even know JAE was the co-owner or owner of dunno what dance or music school. I was strongly against my close friends being used and I did my part my warning them. I did not spread fake rumours or whatever sort about him, cos its stupid and a complete waste of time.
But somethings just make me wonder la. If he's not guilty or ashamed about me revealing his past to my friends who happened to be blown away by his "VERY KIND GUY" persona, I dont understand why he dont bother saying HI to me or acknowledging me. So wierd huh, he came to watch GEMS concert. I WAS CINDERELLA LEH. NOT PROMINENT ENOUGH FOR HIM TO SPOT ME RIGHT? Didnt bother coming forward or anything like that. I was at Central for Hazrul's surprise bday party, he also didnt bother. I mean, its not like he HAD to make himself known to me or anything like that...but conscience clear, nothing to hide right? I would definitely say Hello. But too bad, I always remember you as the guy who lived off his girlfriend and her family. :)
Why am I talking about this person here? I think I just allowed my conclusions and thoughts to overwrite the written facts. haha.
Anyway, this song was in the headlines today. All over the newspaper I think. I didnt read the papers cos its in Chinese, but my mom translated to me and I rolled on the floor laughing. I dont know how accurate this is la. but here goes.
" The singer and composer of this song was a skin cancer patient. she was struggling when she was composing this song, and even struggled to get this song recorded. Soon after, she passed away. and left this song for her boyfriend to remember. Her boyfriend, in order to remember all the good times with his girlfriend went up the hill (???) as the girlfriend loved watching the beautiful sunset. And one fine day, while watching the Sunset, he fell off the hill and died. "
HAHAHA seriously? ok, so here's my conclusion.
1. If my sister was not the original singer of the song, and Jonathan didnt compose this song, and this story was TRUE, he probably ripped it off the net and made it his own. And frankly speaking, my sister will just wholeheartedly believe him. errr naive? yeah at that time. she was only 17.
2. Who will be so boh liao, to go write this heart wrenching drama story to SPH??? after so long???? and get some attention on the news and headlines...and maybe get some $$ back?
And this is not the only version la. Got car accident version....dunno what version.
It is hilarious. But I feel so unjustified for my sister. She'd been receiving tons and tons of interviews from the radio station and all.......I dont know how they'll twist and turn the story. But I just hope the culprit behind all this lame shit stand out and like, bang the wall.
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yup, the person below was referring to my boyfriend. Sometimes, they need a major wake up call to get things going. Details please ask him, thank you very much :)
So everything is better now. No more angsty me. Hello its REALLY DAMN FRUSTRATING OKAY. dont get me started. It marked our 4th year together yst. Freaky......4 long years. like he said, he watched me grow up. -.- hahaha. we spent 13th going back to basic...waking up early in the morning, getting good ol breakfast and koi at hawker centre, spent some time together. it was nice :)
For your info. I have not started studying yet. Tomorrow will start officially!!!
and just came back from ballroom prac. It was a good practise. It always is if I find myself being soaked in perspiration...I love it. I love how we pushed ourselves to our limit and kept going non-stop. scaring all of them with our quickstep. WAHAHA. speaking of that, I kicked myself with my heels when I was dancing. really dumb, it hurt so much I had to keep dancing to numb the pain. Comps in 1.5 weeks time. I dont know what to expect. Our Motto: " DONT CARE JUST WHACK LO" hahaha
then again, there's a serious talk just now. I kinda saw it coming, because if he were not to initiate the talk, I would have started it. we're gonna push ourselves and dance as much as we can for the whole of next year. We will train hard and hopefully, can sustain doing well in both Amateur Latin and Ballroom. I dont know if we can cope..but we're gonna try. And after next year, we both will take a break. More like on his part, he has a family and a baby to take care of. I guess its fair for me. I cannot let him tie me down, and he knows it. So after that, i have to freaking find a new partner...new guy, new routine, new start. BAHHHHHH. :(
my struggle in ballroom, and within 3 months you helped push me up to Pre-am level..it was hard. But we made it :)
FAVOURITE ROCKETTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
fugly, but fierce. i think its paso :)
the rumba. how we always laugh at the stupid expressions we do. no matter how much we fake, we still cannot be as loving as real couple what.....-.-
okay. this is a damn unglam photo. look at the ugly face. HAHA during jive. i look damn freaking muscular. Eeeeeee.
:)
Thank you. I know its still a year more to go. but i cant help feeling really upset :(
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i've always been a perfectionist. and I plan my time and schedule very well. I may procrastinate and complain like crazy, but ultimately I ALWAYS get my stuff done well.
I dont have to do this and wear myself out, but I am a workaholic. I like to keep myself busy and not waste my time rotting away. I can choose to just study and not work, simply stretch out my hands for money from my parents. But I choose not to.
I CHOOSE WHAT I WANT TO DO. I CHOOSE WHAT I WANT FOR MY LIFE. I CHOOSE WHAT I WANT TO EXCEL IN.
Stop giving me excuses that you are not of my league and is way below my capabilities. You are human, so am I.
I dont have superpowers or longer hours. The only difference is that I have goals to meet, and a strong drive and motivation to achieve my goals.
You get tired, I do too. I dont have a chauffeur as well, if you realise. I take the damn bloody transport when I dont want to trouble my parents. I lug heavy bags on my petite frame to travel from east to west and back. I dance 3 times a week after a long day of work and school. i stay up late to send payment advices to the customers and make sure inventory and all is in order.
on top of all these, I aced my studies without even studying for my papers. I got placed on the pedestal even after not practising & dancing for 3 weeks. Am I god-like or what? I would love to think so.
IF YOU THINK ITS TOO MUCH FOR YOU TO HANDLE, GET OUT OF MY LIFE. I can take it from here.
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Woke up feeling really lousy. Didnt have a good night's sleep, i dunno why. kept dreaming of all kinds of rubbish, seems like a series of events linked together. but somehow, just cant recall it now..
Wanted to get out of bed at 7am, but I lazed til 930. Freaking pissed with starhub cos something's wrong with my blackberry data plan and they are taking forever to call me back. and cubby is limping again. :( poor boy.
Just threw away some good job offered by ryan bcos of exams. $$$$$$ gone just like that. i love easy fun dance shows....zzzzzz. stewpid exams. no mood to study.
Anyone want to go spa with me? call me call me :D
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Perfect weather for a cup of hot cocoa with marshmellows, under my warm quilt..watching a nice romantic movie. But no, I'm all freshened up, gonna start studying in abit!
surprise surprise! I figured that if i dont start somewhere, I will not start anytime soon. So there's about 3 weeks more to exams and I havent been attending lectures consistently. the only thing to depend on now is myself and my blank notes. HAHA.
met up with twin* after so long on Friday to run some errands around town. She did her sneaky act of *ahem* shant say it out, am so embarrassed. Dropped my bracelet off at taka for repair, shopped around for mooncakes for aunty, and we had Ajisen for dinner! Nice simple dinner, we were both damn tired. But we had so much catching up to do. :):)
* the snow skin mooncakes w baileys truffle from fairmount hotel is damn good*
I got my bday presents from her finally! wohoooo!
The gift of nothing, for the person who has everything! HAHAHA. twin, i read it like 5 times already. Read once to myself, once to the boyfriend, once to cubby and two more times to myself. and the wide-lens holga which i have not start using...will do so soon. loveeee them!
before u say i'm biased, thank you for allllll the presents really. I like them all so much, and have started using almost all of them alr! :)
my daily scent now :) ya la, 2893932x better then my christina aguilera's hahahaha
getting it fixed :( the chain broke off cos I was too un-dainty, as usual.
(i just googled and ripped this pic off somewhere HAHA!) never take pictures la. Red is nicer then black. I finally got my 8 bucks vintage sunnies replaced with this lovely piece frm agnes b. :) Thank u girls (& boys). the only thing now is I have to be extra careful not to scratch it....have been carrying the box around. lol
and this. best buy best buy baby! hahaha. :):):)
cannot find pictures of the spanking red braun buffel card holder. but real thoughtful of ah lee to match it with my current wallet...hehe. no more losing of ez-link card and gate key! weeeee!
okay. study study study study. cubby is such a funny dog.
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WEEEE* I love dancing...i love rolling........i love dancing.....i love dancing. Class today, was GOOOOOOOOD!
run little rabbit run..........run little rabbit!
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[30 Sep 2009|02:17pm] |
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AGENDA FOR THE WHOLE OF OCTOBER
1. STAY HOME ON FRIDAY NIGHTS
2. START STUDYING THIS COMING FRIDAY
3. GO FOR DANCE CLASSES
4. PRACTISE HARD FOR COMP ON 25TH OCT
5. EXERCISE THE BULGE AWAY
6. SLEEP BY 12.00 EVERYNIGHT
7. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY.
8. SAVE MONEY.
I CAN DO THIS. just for 1 mth...............and my maid's going back. BAHHHH HOUSEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[25 Sep 2009|10:59am] |
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So my 21st was nothing but awesome. :) The party turned out so much better then expected and I was a happy kid, showered with love and well wishes. I cant thank everyone enough, especially baby, my family, amanda, and my dearest friends..u know who u are :) Everyone was reeally happy with the food, and they cannot stop raving about how good this is, that is. I DIDNT REMEMBER EATING ANYTHING....AND TASTING HOW NICE IT WAS :(
The reason why I'm only blogging about it now, is bcos I finally have some time to breathe. We handed up our Marketing Project yst...at 8.30pm. HAHA. submission time was 5, but yup...we handed up late. On Monday evening, we met up at Miss D's house to start on our Marketing Project, and we didnt expect it to turn into a 3 days 2 night chalet. hahaha. Chiong, chiong, chiong. Lack of rest and sleep, I was down with fever and a bad flu. booo. I seriously dont care about the grades for the project, whats done is done. We all did our part, although we were laughing, stoning, eating somewhere along the way...its finally over. Miss D, u are wonderful! If not for you, I would have suffocated under umehara's pig-ness, ur scandal's verbal diarrhea, and uncle johnny's shit that is unflushed. HAHAHA
pictures time! I cannot upload everything le...no time no time. I just randomly clicked and uploaded. cannot include everyone, but its all on facebook! Still waiting for official pictures from Suan Yang :) These are stolen from yuling, roy's (the one that barged into the party) and polaroid shots that i love so much! My very wasted, unglamorous photos....wont be posted here. go facebook if u want to laugh at me. lol
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
warning* last picture. when u are almost tipsy, and clueless about what's happening. U dont even give a fuck about ur bulging cinderbelly. WAHAHA.
:) you can see me smiling from inside. I am truly, very very happy.
And the next day, was Ah ling's wedding and Stacia Prioncess's Bday Party! hahaha. It was at Keppel, very lovely place. U SHOULD SEE HER BDAY CAKE. wah lao eh. I dont even bear to eat it...cos it was so pretty! I stole a bow and put it on my head. hehe. I'm sure she had a very memorable bday, I love you girl! :)
Time to relax a weee bit and take care of my body, and concentrate on dance.
Thai food tonight!!!
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this whole 2 weeks.....mad crazy rush hour. no time to eat, no time to sleep. look like fuck.
I had a swollen jaw on Friday, and it freaked me out. Bcos it swell so much, I looked like a hamster. Had a fever following the swell, and I fell ill finally, after chionging like mad for 2 weeks. tsk. Didnt want to see the dentist...cos I was scared. HAHA. I hate dentists.
anyway, the swell subsided already. pray hardddd.
never study for econs test, gonna fail. Haven finish marketing project, which I will stay up and do on Sunday after Stacia's party. I love my project group. As slack as we can be. HAHA.
anyway, I really dont want to think about it. I dont know how I will like tmr. my hair is a stack of untreated dead hay on my concave head. I had a mild breakout on my back. My face is cui to the max. WAH LAO.
Went to search for a decent dress to wear and I combed all the places I can possibly comb...and found only 1 that I like. but then? NO SIZE NO SIZE. whole of Singapore has no more UK 6? Had to alter, and its gonna be expensive cos of fishbone..dont want to pay $200 for a topshop dress that i'll only wear once. boooo. So I went back to telok kurau lorong g feeling so dejected and flustered. and TADAHHHH!! awesome miss macdonalds found me a pretty pretty vintage dress that fitted me very well. teehee. :D had to hem the skirt up though. The dress is beautiful. But I dont know how I will look like in it. :( Still have to alter my black dress for Stacia's party. goodness.
can I be taller or bigger?
on a side note, I went to latin class yst and I LOVE RUMBA. I LOVE THE NEW ROUTINE. I will polish it til it looks good! :D:D
bye. Gonna go rush some work!
SEE YOU BABIES TMR! COME DRESSED UP LIKE ITS MY WEDDING OK! :) LOL
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[10 Sep 2009|11:36am] |
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My body's aching like mad, about 6 more bruises on my knees and some wierd places. I FINALLY WENT FOR MODERN CLASS YST AFTER MIA FOR SO LONG! weeeeee* Love the class. It was fuckin awesome, although I went back home itching cos we were rolling on the floor 3/4 of the time. Gonna try, my very best to go back for classes more often. and time to gear up to improve on the stupid techniques. I cannot turn any more. -.-
Latin class later this evening, cant wait to finish up the samba. :)
Birthday in 9 days' time. Dont know what to expect. And I really dont know what I want...my paternal grandparents wanted to buy me a dunno what GOLD PENDANT????? lucky daddy told them that I will never wear such stuff, hahaha. Just looking forward to the gathering of my loved ones, have fun, eat some food, and be happy.
If I can have one wish that will definitely come true, I will want happiness and good health for all my loved ones around me. :)
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